PERGINYA SEORANG SAHABAT..

21 june 2010..Aku menerima berita kehilangan salah satu antara teman karib sewaktu bersekolah menengah. Abdul Mashairul Bin Hj Ibrahim, telah kembali ke rahmatullah pagi tadi akibat leukimia. Perkenalan bermula ketika sama-sama belajar di SMK (A) Limauan. Keadaan sekolah yang terpencil dengan semua pelajarnya tinggal di asrama dan dengan kuantiti pelajar yang kurang dari 30 orang dalam satu kelas menyebabkan hubungan kami menjadi rapat bagaikan adik beradik. Ditambah lagi dengan kekerapan berhubung antara kami semua menyebabkan hubungan persahabatan itu tidak putus setelah tamat zaman persekolahan..

SEJENAK...

Manusia ada akal yang membolehkannya membuatkan perbandingan antara yang baik dengan jahat, antara yang benar dengan batil..Tinggal saja hati manusia perlu dicambah benih cinta, disirami dengan aliran air kasih sayang, pasti subur jiwa manusia dengan kebaikan. Lalu penyatuan akal yang rasional dan hati yang penuh cinta akan menjadikan manusia baik-baik belaka...siapa sangka seandainya nanti kita tidak perlu pihak berkuasa untuk menjaga tingkah laku manusia kerana manusia baik-baik semuanya, dunia akan aman dan hidup dengan kasih sayang dan positif..

Di hati setiap manusia ada sekelumit rasa cinta, kasih dan sayang pada manusia lain yang hanya perlu dicambah.Lalu menambah makna kehidupan di dunia ini..

ANSWERING SIMPLE QUESTION

I am not yet sleepy so i just answer some question..haha

1.Where is your cell phone? next to me
2.Your significant other? erm...
3. Your hair? Black
4 Your mother? Sleeping
5.Your father? Asleep
6. Your favourite place? Home.
7. Your dream last night? Rarely have a dream
8 Your favourite drink? Plain Water
9. Your dream/goal? Lotsa money...hahaha
10. What room you are in? Bedroom
11. Your hobby? Surf internet
12.Your fear? Hell
13.Where do you want to be in 6 years? lepaking at my own house with my love ones n kids..ngeh ngeh ngeh..
14. Where were you last night? Home
15. Something that you aren’t? Clubbing
16. Muffins? with chocolate chips on it..
17. Wish list item? iphone 4g
18. Where you grew up? Putatan
19. Last thing you did? power nap
20. What are you wearing? tshirt n tracksuit
21. Your TV? cant remember..haha
22. Your pet(s)? prefer plant
23. Friends? many
24. Your life? hohoho
25. Your mood? so-so
26. Missing someone? Yes!!so much
27. Car? Kancil
28. Something you’re not wearing? Braces
29.Your favourite store? Nicole & Padini/Vincci
30. Your favourite colour? Blue
31. When is the last time you laughed? Today
32. Last time you cried? Jan 2010
33. Who will resend this? hmmmm
34. One place that I go to over and over? Toilet
35. One person who emails me regularly? FB Notifications..hehehe
56. Another person who emails me regularly? Norman Madde (mostly 4warded emails)

Questions...

ripped this of from LaViaP

1. Lets start it off with, are you single?
Yes
2. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
Oh I most definitely will not...hohoho
3. What were you doing at 8:00 AM?
at my friend's house, helping in 'cutting chicken' for his wedding..hahah
4. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yup.
5. Some people were really destructive as a child, were you?
Nope, I’m a very good girl..hehe ;)
6. Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yeap, I’m a living proof.
7. Are you a jealous person?
erm...sometimes...ngeh ngeh ngeh..
8. What were you doing last night at midnight?
Surfing the net like always.
9. Have you ever been told, you r going to hell?
Nope..
10. How do you feel about your hair right now?
i want to cut it..
11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
Of course..i'm loyal what??
12. What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
errrr.....
13. Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
ughh...i pray for that..
14. Have you ever gone out of your way to do something meaningful?
Can’t say that I do.
15. If you could change your eye colour, would you?
Nope. be grateful for what god gives to me..
16. Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
ermm never try short hair...so,i'll compare later..
17. Do you fall for people easily?
erm..No i think...
18. Are you missing someone right now?
yes!! so much!!
19. How’s your heart lately?
butterfly in my stomach..dont know in my heart..haha
20. Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I think so, maybe.
21. Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
Nope. Why would I?
22. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yeap, when I choose to.
23. Last person you laid in bed with?
my sick sister..
24. Have you cried this week at all?
Nope.
25. Where were you at 7:00 this morning?
pls refer to question no.3
26. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yes actually.
27. Are there some songs you can’t listen to because they remind you of a person?
yes,puteri cinta hati by kristal..ughh..really hate this song at this very moment!!! bcoz it's been given to me by someone who finally cheated on me!! ughhh!!!
28. Are you drunk?
Nope.
29. Last person you texted?
irda sharzalilla
30. You have just sculled a whole bottle of vodka, what are you doing?
vodka? dont even know how it looks like..LOL..haha
31. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My sick sister..huhu
32. Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
Hell no.
33. Have you ever suspected anyone of cheating on you? Yes!!!
34. Have you ever made out with someone who was drunk?
Yay Nope!
35. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With my clothes on.
36. Who do you feel most comfortable talking about everything to?
There are 2 person, Normah mammad & Marlina Lading
37. What did you do this past Saturday?
Helping my neighbour in 'kenduri' preparation..
38. How are you feeling?
Feeling just fine.
39. Is there someone you cant stop thinking about?
Yes, but he dont know i'm thinking of him every second..ngeh ngeh ngeh..
40. Will tomorrow be better than today?
hopefully..
41. What do you bite on more, your tongue, or lip?
I think its my tongue.
42. Do you ever curse in front of your parents?
Oh no, I never do that.
43. Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
Yes!!
44. Do you know anyone named matt?
Matt? nope..Mat?yes..
45. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Of course I could. I don’t smoke.
46. Ever get so drunk you don’t remember?
Nope!!
47. Are you excited about anything?
Excited about 'him'..ngeh ngeh ngeh..
48. Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
kiss their cheek? 1,2,3...owh..I can count, less than ten..

10 things that kill motivation..

why kengkadang i felt so demotivated? i found this articles n i think its a good thing to share..

10 Things That Kill Motivation
grab from cimbnet.com

There is a lot has been written about how to motivate yourself when your motivation is weak. Many of those motivation techniques are great, but in order to make them effective, let's take a look at 10 things that kill motivation in order to figure out what cause motivation to die in the first place.

1. No Goals

Without goals, you really don't need motivation. What in the world would you do with it? Run around in circles? Many people complain about not being motivated to do anything. The majority of the time, it's because they don't have any goals that excite them enough to do anything.

2. Failure

This is a big one. When we set out to achieve something and things don't go as planned, we feel this thing we called failure. It could specifically be feelings like disappointment, embrrassement, or overwhelm. Knowing what to do when this happen to get your motivation back is critical.

3. Negative People

One comment of discouragement is often enough to kill any motivation some people may have. People constantly make negative comments directed towards you should be avoided if you want to maintain your motivation.

4. Negative News

Bad news sells. If you focus too much on the bad things that are happening in this world, that may suck the motivation right out of you. No matter how good things are, the media will always have something bad to report. Try to focus on what's good instead.

5. Low Energy

Being fit plays a big role in your motivation. When you barely have enough energy to move around and do stuff, your motivation will suffer greatly. A good diet and exercise regimen will help with that.

6. Distractions

Distraction can come from anywhere. These are things that tend to throw our focus off course. If you stay off course for too long, your motivation will deteriorate.

7. Not Taking Action

When you don't take action towards your goals, your motivation will die off fast. Often times, people will sets a goal, make all these plans and then wait for the right time to start. Times like the first of the month, after the holidays, New years, when summer starts. etc. Once you have a goal, you must take action right away, even if it's on a Tuesday.

8. Lack of Belief in Yourself

You could be inspired and motivated by a book you read or a movie you see to go out there and make your dreams a reality, but if you don't believe you can pull it off, you will eventually stop. You must truly believe you can achieve your goals, otherwise you'll soon start doubting yourself and when you do, kiss you motivation good bye.

9. Boredom

There will be goals that require you to take repetitive actions that may slowly kill off your motivation. If you find running to be extremely uninteresting to you and your goal is to lose weight, that's a formula for failure. Change up your strategy if necessary and where possible, hire someone else to do certain mundane tasks for you.

10. Lack of Support

Often when we feel like no one is behind us, during the tough times, our motivation will fade. Having people who will encourage you is a great motivation booster. They can also help to increase believe in yourself.

By coming aware of these 10 things that kill motivation, you can better prepare yourself to deal with these ahead of time, or when they occur, in order to keep your motivation alive. Being able to keep your motivation up will eventually lead to achieving your goals.

kosong....

today is friday..lama sungguh aku tidak mengisi blog ini.. actly betul2 tiada idea..wondering camana org lain boleh dpt idea mencurah2 utk tulis dlm blog aaa?? erm...aku kena belajar lagi ni..byk yg aku kena belajar..

harini cuti..heheh actly aku je cuti..aku cuti 3 hari coz suppose aku kena jaga akak aku di SMC coz akak br saja menjalani pembedahan, long story n make it short, akhirnya mak aku yang jaga n aku menjadi suri rumah sepenuh masa mengurus hal ehwal rumah encik mohd salleh..

sunyi...sunyi rasanya coz anak buah kesyangan aku kena kidnap ke rumah nenek dia side abg ipar aku..keluangan yang ada ini,aku pun menekan punat2 di keyboard utk mengisi kekosongan entri blogku yang dah berkurun aku biarkan(kalo lalang ni confirm udah setinggi anak buah aku)...hehe
ceh, intro panjang lebar tapi belum nampak lagi point2 penting yang ingin disampaikan.. mmg tiada pun sebnarnya point penting, saja buang tebiat,buang masa,buang karan..hahaha

okeh, serius....erm.. few weeks ni aku byk berfikir dari biasa..terlalu banyak perkara berlaku di kelilingku dan membuka mataku dan membuatkan aku lebih berfikir dan menyedari kebesaran allah...byk pekara2 best tapi lagi banyak yang tidak bestnya..

perlukah aku critakan dengan detail apa yang best dan apa yang tidak best tu?hmm lain kali la...i'm not ready yet to tell all of my privacy...reveal sikit2 saja la dulu...cukuplah apa yang aku boleh katakan, perkara2 itu telah membuatkan aku semakin merasa diriku benar2 kerdil...dan membuatkan aku lebih bersyukur pada allah...

ya allah, bimbinglah dan peliharalah aku selalu ya allah...sesungguhnya imanku yang setipis kulit bwg ini sering terhasut dengan godaan2 syaitan,ya allah..bantulah aku untuk membersihkan noda2 hitam di hatiku ya allah...bantulah aku untuk mengekalkan kesucian dan keluhuran hatiku ya allah...sesungguhnya hanya engkau yang maha berkuasa ya allah...tiada kuasa selainmu...

kerat kuku...

Barang siapa yang mengerat kukunya pada ;

• Hari Sabtu :

Nescaya keluar dari dalam tubuhnya ubat dan masuk

kepadanya penyakit.

• Hari Ahad :

Nescaya keluar daripadanya kekayaan dan masuk kemiskinan.

• Hari Isnin :

Nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk sihat

• Hari Selasa : Nescaya keluar daripadanya sihat dan masuk penyakit

• Hari Rabu :

Nescaya keluar daripadanya was-was dan masuk kepadanya

kepapaan.

• Hari Khamis : Nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk kepadanya sembuh dari penyakit.

• Hari Jumaat : Nescaya keluar dosa-dosanya seperti pada hari dilahirkan oleh ibunya dan masuk kepadanya rahmat daripada Allah Taala.

Mulakan kerat kuku tu mulai dengan Bismillah dan selawat Nabi dan kerat start jari telunjuk sebelah kanan sampai habis tangan kanan, kemudian jari kelingking sebelah kiri sampai ibu jari tangan kiri dan Last sekali ibu jari tangan kanan.

Kalau kaki pula, mulakan dengan jari kelingking kaki kanan sampai kelingking kaki kiri. Itulah sunnah yang paling kuat dipegang selama ini walaupun ada banyak khilafnya.

SEJARAH AYAT KURSI

Aku telah menerima email dr seorg sahabat..rasanya wajib bagi aku untuk meyebarkan kepada sesiapapun..
sejarah ayat kursi...
Ayat ini diturunkan setelah hijrah. Semasa penurunannya ia
telah diiringi oleh beribu-ribu malaikat kerana kehebatan dan
kemuliaannya. Syaitan dan iblis juga menjadi gempar kerana adanya satu
perintang dalam perjuangan mereka. Rasullah s. a. w. dengan segera
memerintahkan Zaid bt sabit menulis serta menyebarkannya.

Sesiapa yang membaca ayat Kursi dengan khusyuk setiap kali
selepas sembahyang fardhu, setiap pagi dan petang, setiap kali keluar
masuk rumah atau hendak musafir, InsyaAllah akan terpeliharalah dirinya
dari godaan syaitan, kejahatan manusia, binatang buas yang akan
memudaratkan dirinya bahkan keluarga, anak-anak, harta bendanya juga
akan terpelihara dengan izin Allah s. w. t.

Mengikut keterangan dari kitab"Asraarul Mufidah" sesiapa mengamalkan
membacanya setiap hari sebanyak 18 kali maka akan dibukakan dadanya
dengan berbagai hikmah, dimurahkan rezekinya, dinaikkan darjatnya dan
diberikannya pengaruh sehingga semua orang akan menghormatinya serta
terpelihara ia dari segala bencana dengan izin Allah. Syeikh Abu Abbas
ada menerangkan, siapa yang membacanya sebanyak 50 kali lalu
ditiupkannya pada air hujan kemudian diminumnya, InsyaAllah Allah akan
mencerdaskan akal fikirannya serta Fadhilat Ayat Al-Kursi mengikut
Hadis-Hadis Rasullullah
s. a. w. bersabda bermaksud:

"Sesiapa pulang ke rumahnya serta membaca ayat Kursi, Allah
hilangkan segala kefakiran di depan matanya."

Sabda baginda lagi;

"Umatku yang membaca ayat Kursi 12 kali pada pagi Jumaat,
kemudian berwuduk dan sembahyang sunat dua rakaat, Allah memeliharanya
daripada kejahatan syaitan dan kejahatan pembesar."

Orang yang selalu membaca ayat Kursi dicintai dan dipelihara
Allah sebagaimana DIA memelihara Nabi Muhammad. Mereka yang beramal
dengan bacaan ayat Kursi akan mendapat pertolongan serta perlindungan
Allah daripada gangguan serta hasutan syaitan. Pengamal ayat Kursi juga,

dengan izin Allah, akan terhindar daripada pencerobohan pencuri. Ayat
Kursi menjadi benteng yang kuat menyekat pencuri daripada memasuki
rumah. Mengamalkan bacaan ayat Kursi juga akan memberikan keselamatan
ketika dalam perjalanannya. Ayat Kursi yang dibaca dengan penuh khusyuk,

Insya-Allah, boleh menyebabkan syaitan dan jin terbakar. Jika anda
berpindah ke rumah baru maka pada malam pertama anda menduduki rumah itu
eloklah anda membaca ayat Kursi 100 kali, insya-Allah mudah-mudahan anda
sekeluarga terhindar daripada gangguan lahir dan batin. Barang siapa
membaca ayat Al-Kursi apabila berbaring di tempat tidurnya, Allah
mewakilkan 2 orang Mala ikat memeliharanya hingga subuh.


Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir setiap sembahyang
Fardhu, ia akan berada dalam lindungan Allah hingga sembahyang yang
lain. Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap sembahyang, tidak

menegah akan dia daripada masuk syurga kecuali maut, dan barang siapa
membacanya ketika hendak tidur, Allah memelihara akan dia ke atas
rumahnya, rumah jirannya & ahli rumah2 di sekitarnya. Barang siapa
membaca ayat Al-Kursi diakhir tiap-tiap sembahyang Fardhu, Allah
menganugerahkan dia hati-hati orang yang bersyukur perbuatan2 orang yang

benar, pahala nabi2 juga Allah melimpahkan padanya rahmat. Barang siapa
membaca ayat Al-Kursi sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka Allah mengutuskan
70,000 Mala ikat kepadanya, mereka semua memohon keampunan dan mendoakan
baginya. Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir sembahyang Allah
azza wajalla akan mengendalikan pengambilan rohnya dan ia adalah seperti
orang yang berperang bersama nabi Allah sehingga mati syahid. Barang
siapa yang membaca ayat al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan nescaya Allah
berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r. a. ,
Rasullullah s. a. w. bersabda,

" SAMPAIKANLAH PESANKU BIARPUN SATU AYAT...."

WALLAHUALAM ...